tues blues.

I felt like sleeping and sleeping and sleeping. today i woke up with black eye circles and went around doing my daily stuff half-heartedly. i barely ate breakfast in the car and gave it to my mum. I was also thinking about my history pt, chinese pt and science investigative project. can i actually die now? cos i know i will in ... yeasrs but don't worry yrselves out pple. cos i won't kill myself now (although i know lianne will like that) duh! cos i hit her all the time. BUT I WN'T BE STUPID AND COMMIT SUICIDE BUT I HAVE HEARD THE EASIEST WAY TO DIE IS BY EATING 1 ENTIRE BOTTLE OF SLEEPING PILLS. AS CLAIMED BY RESEARCH, IT WAS THE EASIEST AND PAINLESS WAY TO DIE... haha, thats so cool.

and anw i still can't stop complaining about the minister meeting ok. so irritating, and now i have to alight at the back gate. i feel so sneaky like a thief stealing something from RGS.

first period, english. can i die now? Mr angullia. i dislike him STRONGLY or maybe its just me but i really cnt stand him ok. he is so freaking annoying and shouts and shouts over and over again. his lesson suck and they are so boring. advertisements and personal expositions... he thinks that his jokes are so good... he once told us that don't eat too much chocolate okay bcos we were on the topic. but why? so he said bcos you will drown in it... WHAT! THERE IS NO LINK AT ALL OKAY. WHAT IS UP WITH HIM?!?!?! AND HE ASKED US TO CUT /TEAR OUT PARTS OF NEWSPAPERS TO FIND THE ADS AND COMPLETE THE WORKSHEET. this is absolutely pointless. nobody uses such boring and lame things to teach rgs girls. and also he always bullies charmaine. oh you re short... or even erm charmaine can you help me hold this? thats bcos he wants to tease her since when she holds the stuff, she looks v. low and people can hardly see the stuff and she looks vvery short.

and then chinese. lao shi was talking about the gong hans and stuff and how she knew we were faking when writing cos some parts looked really good and the rest terrible. hahaha. she could actually tell though. and she was pretty nice about it. and i improved by 1 1/2 marks, so cool, my chinese not always that good you know so i quite happy about it. and she was toking about sl. lols! then she overan the time and we told her it was another lesson haha. and geog was so DREADFUL. i kept yawning and did a real big yawn in front of mrs koh ok. ha. and she didn't even see. -.-"

and bcos she was droning, i kept on and on and on falling my head down and attempted to control it but failed at least 5 timesT.T then the lesson ended with her giving some tips abou the essay and stuff. and plus we had to mark and give scores for some compos too today. sian. and i didn't want to gat a chair cos i was really lazy and karen, charla, ankita and i were talking about lame and stupid things. then mrs koh came over and said: wah! you think what... gym issit. sit down lah, so obscene and she helped me get a chair. erm... -_-! then we ranked the stuff and all that and everyone was like talking rubbish and she to quiet the class down as much as she could and we were slacking. HA! then later on, lesson ended and she said she was aiming for 7 and 8 out of 10. i am actually aiming for a 7/ even 6. just don't nearly pass or fail and all that stuff. plus, if i was lucky, an eight which i think is quite impossible for me but she hasn't returned me the essays and how she rated them so i sort of can't judge about my standard at the moment. i am also really stressed out over my projects and pts, esp my lit quote recitation, in front of the whole CLASS!!!!!!! and what if i stumbled and laughed or something or didn't project my emotions well enough. that is preety BAD AND SHOWS THAT I AM PREETY MUCH A FAILURE FOR SUCH STUFF LIKE SPEAKING AND RECITING LIT TEXT. AHH PANIC! and also, i am told that my subject combi is really no good to take erm, geog and hist together since we also have social studies and its a mugger sub but i REALLY HAVE NO INTEREST IN PHYSICS AND BESIDES I AM NOT REALLY THAT SCIENCY PLUS MY LIT BASCIALLY SUCK UNLESS I WAS LUCKY THEN I GET WHAT? 18/19 OUT OF 25 WHICH STILL SUCKS OK.

so i sort of give up on lit already and also the stupid recitation is totslly driving me nuts.

ICT.
ms tami is offically pissed off with us. she said: i only want you all to make only 1 cube, you heard me??? and send it to me. so some of my freens and i started opening people's files and pretending that we did it.haha. but we felt bad for ms tami so we simply did a proper one for her then. i was learning the stuff and eating sweet skittles an wenjun's peppermint choc minis, youtubing and then later blogging and playing games. and i know xinyi knows we are doing such stuff but she is really nice about it. sitting her back faced to all of us bad ones. and pretending not to see. and then later i asked jiamin where was ms tami cos she went off for rreally long. and ya know what she said.? : she is probable crying in the toilet?
and stupid me: seriusly?
Jiamin; i dunno.

-.-" yup but MAYBE she really was cos every sec 1 or 2 class taught by her all treat her like that.

cle. a doctor came to taolk today. i was sleeping so don't ask me what happened. cos i only listened to weird parts. hahhaT.T

RS. i love it so much and we were thinking of new designs to post on the blog. we were rushing the report and making nice parts of the postcards and pamplets. so fun... wheeeeeeeeeeeee! i thot of one by courtesy of claire li jia yi: WAT-ER-HELL! ITS ABOUT HMMMM.... no pusjing and stuff cos if someone pushes or something, it will be water hell in the pool or on hte floor. ahah. v. stupid right all you pple reading my blog will say but its ok. i am that WAY!

nite then . i post tmr wheni am free. off to hw... smiles broadly*